Tag: growth

  • How far can I go?

    How far can I go?

    Alone I can’t go too far. But I’ve been doing this on my own. Every time I’m burdened, You say I’m not alone. Sometimes it’s just the simple things. But my eyes are too blinded to see. For every smile, and the sadness behind the scene, Heal me and show me mercy. If someone could…

  • Back to the Basics

    Here we go, Like I’m fabrizo. Facing the same test Now I have to pass it. My feelings have varied, From useless to confused  From doubt to uncertainty. Deja vu — haven’t I been here before?  What have I learnt ? What will I do differently? I find myself down a familiar route  A destination…

  • Soul Speech Pt 1

    Sometimes I just want to worship But I can’t open my mouth  So I thank You from my heart Knowing You hear me. Sometimes I feel it’s not enough  How can I get to know more of You? How can I really communicate these burdens? My confusion that words can’t explain  Sometimes I have no…

  • RIHL — Rest In His Love

    Help me to stay  Even when I don’t want to pray  I’ve been running in circles  Living in cycles. My enemies chase me like a prey  And Help me is all I can say.  I’m trying so hard  Or so I think. I’ve not even been able to write  And for all my good intentions …

  • Nobody Understands

    They say they do  Sometimes they listen  Sometimes they’re present  Sometimes it’s soothing  Sometimes I want the distraction.  Does anybody really understand? “Trust me I’ve been there” “I can imagine”  —But can you really?  Nobody understands  And I don’t know that I want them to. Experiences that I cannot share  Realities that their thoughts wouldn’t…

  • Lost In His Presence

    Until I’m carried away  And no longer care what people say  Lord please help me to stay  In your presence always When my world sways In the midst of troubles & delay When I find it difficult to pray  In your presence I’ll forever lay Worshipping You in my conscious  Till my subconscious calls you…

  • Strength

    My own strength is fragile  My power is inconsistent  My will is not to be trusted. My feelings try to deceive me, every-time. One day I’m on fire, Another day I don’t even feel a smoke. My soul is weary, But my spirit is constantly with You Help me to know & live this.  When…

  • Rest (Pt 2)

    My Spirit is longing  My soul seems downcast My eyes searching for distractions  And my body is tired. I sense I need Rest  But I don’t seem to get them in my sleep  And when I wake up There seems to be always something to do. Mentally fatigued  My routines seems to have given up…

  • Nothing to Prove

    This was a tough lesson to learn  I love a good challenge by nature  My ego takes pride in everything I’ve earned  Fantasizing on words I’ll use in the future! I struck Gold when I found You But I found that you’re worth more than Gold. I tried to explain my decision to follow you,…

  • Silos

    Isolation caught me once again  I’m too vulnerable alone  I’m fragile & weak on my own  Every-time I’m alone I fall So many people around me  Yet I feel so lonely  Too many burdens  I feel no one would understand  I don’t want to be judged  I don’t want you to loose hope So I…