Tag: growth
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Silos
Isolation caught me once again I’m too vulnerable alone I’m fragile & weak on my own Every-time I’m alone I fall So many people around me Yet I feel so lonely Too many burdens I feel no one would understand I don’t want to be judged I don’t want you to loose hope So I…
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Deep
I’m very thankful for growth I started out testing the waters with my feet I remember when I couldn’t pray for 5 mins Without waking up in the next 2 hours. I remember second guessing my salvation With the fear of What people will think? The hesitation I felt to post my Spotify wrapped When…
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Falling Again & Again
I find myself falling again Failing the exact way. Even when I see it coming It overpowers me yet again. The pattern is consistent Suggesting I’ve run out of God’s graces. Remorseful, so I take the blame Then your blood reminds me You washed my sins away. How long until I learn? How many cycles…
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Finding Myself
Hey! Happy New Year guys!✨ I’m back here again. I remember starting last year with fear And I learnt courage is doing it afraid. For the longest time I didn’t know myself I’d reflect, only to end up living everybody’s version of me. I’ve journeyed from being indifferent to lost, Then from no longer lost,…
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War In My Mind
It’s a war zone in my mind And the prize is my Sight! A fight to ensure that I’m blind A victory to make me see the Light. Sometimes my mind is a mess When I reflect I tend to see things clearly It’s a battle and a test And I didn’t know about this…
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I’m A Work In Progress
2 years in Somehow it still feels like yesterday. I don’t have it all figured out But I’m not where I was yesterday 2 years in and I’m learning Growth is not by the number of years But the consistency of my obedience. 2 years in, and sometimes I still feel stuck I find myself…
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He Called Me
You called me, I said it isn’t me. You called me, I acted like I didn’t hear. You called me, I denied you. You called me, I said I couldn’t do it. You called me, I said I’m filthy. You called me, I showed you my past. You called me, I said I’m spoilt goods.…
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Good Soil
Am I good soil? This thought my heart toils What makes a good soil? Shit, manure and turmoil Am I good soil? Can I be trusted? Am I too sour? Are my words sedated? I try to be good soil I tried so hard. I want to be good soil, Soo badd. Sober reflections every…
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When nothing makes sense
Where do I start from? Trust? Let’s talk about trust for a minute Is it possible to trust wrongly? When is trust really broken? If my expectations aren’t met Isn’t that a breach of trust? Who really knows how this works? I decided to stop running in circles And put all my eggs in one…
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Ideas >> Creation
It took the Almighty Creator 6 days It took me 269 days To come back and write on this piece. Just for you reading to have peace. Take your time But don’t let time take you away from creating. I try to makes these words rhyme, To help you remember, Your time is not wasting.…