Category: Personal Reflections
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I will not forget
I know. I’ve known what it is to believe. I’ve known what it is to host Your presence I’ve known what it is to sing Your songs I’ve know what it is to be lost in You. What a privilege! I’ve known what it is to be free. I’ve known what it is to be…
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Emotional Baggage
It’s a lot of load When I try to unpack, It’s overwhelming So I let my thoughts slack. I have to be true to myself I don’t know as much as I do know. When you’re moving in circles There’s really no end. I speak in parables And write with riddles To soften the emotional…
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WTT?
The biggest lie will be to say I understand. My biggest act has been to believe My strongest character has been to hold unto faith. I show up in delusion. I’ve come back in my confusion. With teary eyes For the visions you gave that are now blurry. For the words you’ve said that’s been…
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Left
Lord there’s still some me left. Is it a mistake if I keep doing it all the time? All these pressure push me to the crime Don’t give up on me yet. Lord there’s still some me left I hear my pride everytime I talk I see the errors in my walk I should’ve followed…
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Emotional Baggage
It’s a lot of load. When I try to unpack, It’s overwhelming So I let my thoughts slack. I have to be true to myself. I don’t know as much as I do know. When you’re moving in circles There’s really no end. I speak in parables And write with riddles To soften my emotional…
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I’m No Longer Ordinary
Happy New Year Guys! It’s 2026! It’s still somewhat unreal how I’ve been showing up here consistently. I chose to take the month of January to rest, reflect, plan and write without posting. I remember starting. The fears, the uncertainty, and worry It was palpable. Until this became a safe space for me To pour…
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I’m not stupid and I’ve tried
I’ve actually tried Lord Knows! I’ve also failed A couple times. When it wasn’t easy When doubts were rising When I wasn’t sure I tried. Did get too comfortable? Was it difficult? Did I mess up? Yes…. but I tried. Real Life or is this simulation? The situations stare me bold And I’m questioning…
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How far can I go?
Alone I can’t go too far. But I’ve been doing this on my own. Every time I’m burdened, You say I’m not alone. Sometimes it’s just the simple things. But my eyes are too blinded to see. For every smile, and the sadness behind the scene, Heal me and show me mercy. If someone could…
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My Heart
Tell me what you’re made up of What causes your uncertainty? Why have you chosen ego as a friend? Why do you lay your bed in worry? If I search deep what will I find? Are you as good as I seem to portray? Are there any hidden chambers or secret compartments behind your motives?…
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My Freedom!
The son of man set me free And just like that I’m free indeed Not because of my deeds But because he set me free! It’s crazy to believe My mind says it’s post-nut clarity Says I’m abusing God’s grace But Mercy said No! Guilt tried visiting When I refused to open Condemnation tried to…