Tag: growth
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Too Deep
This vault is too deep, too old. I used to think it’s better forgotten. Somehow it has managed to hold me down To give it to You, I’ll have to remember it And honestly I’ll rather not. It’s so easy to hide & eventually forget It’s easier to numb the pain & move on. It…
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Still
In the midst of chaos I’ll choose to stay in Your presence And when I’m having good run I’ll anchor my trust in You. When life gets too busy May I never be too busy for You. When my soul is being attacked with distractions Let my heart find rest in You. When I feel…
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WTT?
The biggest lie will be to say I understand. My biggest act has been to believe My strongest character has been to hold unto faith. I show up in delusion. I’ve come back in my confusion. With teary eyes For the visions you gave that are now blurry. For the words you’ve said that’s been…
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Running on Empty
Lord, I’ve been running on empty But you’ve filled me up again Right before I fail, you’ve kept me. My daily to do’s Kept me from doing your will, But I’m only here because you’ve kept me. I’ve been running on empty. In vain I tried to fill up myself I know better, but even…
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Emotional Baggage
It’s a lot of load. When I try to unpack, It’s overwhelming So I let my thoughts slack. I have to be true to myself. I don’t know as much as I do know. When you’re moving in circles There’s really no end. I speak in parables And write with riddles To soften my emotional…
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Help My Devotion
Misplaced priorities. How I let myself get easily deceived Everytime. Indiscipline has become a bad habit. I’ll do it later — I say I watch as procrastination eats up what’s left of my devotion. Religiously I try to show up In my own strength I move until I’m fed up Zero intimacy just motion. Please…
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I’m No Longer Ordinary
Happy New Year Guys! It’s 2026! It’s still somewhat unreal how I’ve been showing up here consistently. I chose to take the month of January to rest, reflect, plan and write without posting. I remember starting. The fears, the uncertainty, and worry It was palpable. Until this became a safe space for me To pour…
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Do I Really Love You?
I want to love You The way my soul actually craves for You. I want to hold unto to You The way my spirit thirsts for You. But I find myself Doing what my body pleases. It’s so confusing. My heart asks me Do I really love You? People think I love You. But I’m…
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How far can I go?
Alone I can’t go too far. But I’ve been doing this on my own. Every time I’m burdened, You say I’m not alone. Sometimes it’s just the simple things. But my eyes are too blinded to see. For every smile, and the sadness behind the scene, Heal me and show me mercy. If someone could…