Author: Desire Obinna Collins
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Help My Devotion
Misplaced priorities. How I let myself get easily deceived Everytime. Indiscipline has become a bad habit. I’ll do it later — I say I watch as procrastination eats up what’s left of my devotion. Religiously I try to show up In my own strength I move until I’m fed up Zero intimacy just motion. Please…
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I’m No Longer Ordinary
Happy New Year Guys! It’s 2026! It’s still somewhat unreal how I’ve been showing up here consistently. I chose to take the month of January to rest, reflect, plan and write without posting. I remember starting. The fears, the uncertainty, and worry It was palpable. Until this became a safe space for me To pour…
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Do I Really Love You?
I want to love You The way my soul actually craves for You. I want to hold unto to You The way my spirit thirsts for You. But I find myself Doing what my body pleases. It’s so confusing. My heart asks me Do I really love You? People think I love You. But I’m…
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Thoughts
Am I being greedy? Am I giving up again? Am I standing for what’s right? Am I in the wrong? If I chase what’s in my best interest Am I being selfish? If I act like I’m not hurt Am I being selfless? Grey lines, blurry times One moment I’m certain Other time I have…
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My Daddy
How you hold me so dear You show this much care You shield me from these fears When I think I’ve gone too far You remind me you’re always near. My heart is filled with gratitude You’ve corrected my bad attitude. Oh how You love me Beyond what meets the eye. It’s been 3 years…
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I’m not stupid and I’ve tried
I’ve actually tried Lord Knows! I’ve also failed A couple times. When it wasn’t easy When doubts were rising When I wasn’t sure I tried. Did get too comfortable? Was it difficult? Did I mess up? Yes…. but I tried. Real Life or is this simulation? The situations stare me bold And I’m questioning…
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Oh Foolish Man
I have displayed my folly I’ve acted like I know better I’ve spoken unwise words to the Most Holy I believed I was way smarter. Foolishness had the best of me How can I compare my thoughts To the one who gave me the ability to think I most certainly wasn’t thinking I’ve accused Him…
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How far can I go?
Alone I can’t go too far. But I’ve been doing this on my own. Every time I’m burdened, You say I’m not alone. Sometimes it’s just the simple things. But my eyes are too blinded to see. For every smile, and the sadness behind the scene, Heal me and show me mercy. If someone could…
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Fight Still
Sometimes I want to write Because that’s the only way I can express all that’s on my mind. But then I don’t Because nothings feels right. I see everybody around me I try to make them feel seen But for all my good deeds & intentions All I had to show for it Was fights…