Sometimes I want to write
Because that’s the only way
I can express all that’s on my mind.
But then I don’t
Because nothings feels right.
I see everybody around me
I try to make them feel seen
But for all my good deeds & intentions
All I had to show for it
Was fights & disappointments.
When I could, I’ll complain
But that doesn’t change anything
So I decided to learn to express myself
As respectful as I was
It led me to two things
Being ignored & more fights.
When I choose to take the blame,
See the lessons and correct my mistakes
Everything still remained the same
Is this what stupid feels like?
Or am I going insane?
It feels like I can’t get anything done right
And I know not to do wrong.
But isn’t that what’s left of my options?
Or at least that’s what I thought.
What do you do when
It seems the closest people to your heart
Are hell bent on frustrating you?
And the ones you love,
Actually choose to misunderstand you?
What do you do when
The ones you’re called for
Fail to see you?
When those you’ve helped
Have ignored you?
When you need help
And it’s nowhere to be found?
What do you do?
When you don’t feel seen ?
When your best efforts
Are behind the scenes?
And your self belief
Is wearing thin?
Praise God
Thank the Lord, and at all times
Let his praises continually be in your mouth.
Choose Love!
When the enemy comes for your heart
When offense tries to rip it apart
Love still.
Pray for them & Intercede
Talk to God about them
Pray for their needs
Pray that God will bless & help them.
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