Tag: growth

  • He Called Me

    You called me, I said it isn’t me. You called me, I acted like I didn’t hear. You called me, I denied you. You called me, I said I couldn’t do it. You called me, I said I’m filthy. You called me, I showed you my past. You called me, I said I’m spoilt goods.…

  • Good Soil

    Am I good soil? This thought my heart toils  What makes a good soil? Shit, manure and turmoil  Am I good soil? Can I be trusted? Am I too sour? Are my words sedated? I try to be good soil I tried so hard. I want to be good soil, Soo badd. Sober reflections  every…

  • When nothing makes sense

    Where do I start from? Trust? Let’s talk about trust for a minute  Is it possible to trust wrongly?  When is trust really broken? If my expectations aren’t met  Isn’t that a breach of trust? Who really knows how this works? I decided to stop running in circles  And put all my eggs in one…

  • Ideas >> Creation

    It took the Almighty Creator 6 days  It took me 269 days  To come back and write on this piece.  Just for you reading to have peace. Take your time  But don’t let time take you away from creating. I try to makes these words rhyme, To help you remember, Your time is not wasting.…

  • Can I Surrender Enough?

    How much am I willing to give up? When all of me is what is required  Every time I think I’ve tried  I’m reminded there’s more you desire. Literally, it makes no sense  Logically all it does is stress  But who would I rather impress? The Almighty God or the rest? How can I loose…

  • Real Life

    Somedays my perspective is my reality  And some other days life is just too real. I feel if I get a billion With all my distractions I’ll be just fine. I wake up feeling pumped Only to get my energy deflated midday. If only I can get a head rub And whispers of sweet lies,…

  • Pride

    My Pride tells me I’m humble enough  It tells me other people are doing too much  It blurs my tunnel vision  Till I’m acting without precision. My ego subtly takes people for granted  Sees opportunities & tells me this is not what I wanted  My ego is obese, it’s so full of myself  It is…

  • Can Never Be Me

    Some days I understand suicidal people Some days my only motivation is discouragement. I question my very existence Am I doing the right thing? Does this make sense? Even if I get answers to this, who would believe? Everybody says it doesn’t make sense Am I stupid for ignoring everybody Is everybody mean for not…

  • Human Beings & Human Doings (Pt 1)

    How did we get to be humans? Whatever you choose to believe We are here in existence, being. Your choice of belief Determines your essence. Human Beings. These days nothing is that deep If it is not good vibes & entertainment It’s clout chasing, hot gossip & new trends Either or, there’s always something new…

  • Finding Peace

    A lot of things to do Even more to undo. Not a lot of time, Yet I want every line to rhyme. I’m not trying to be perfect But maybe I’m working towards it. Not a lot of time, Somehow there is always time for procrastination Knowledge & Understanding Now I know what to do,…