Tag: growth
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Emotional Baggage
It’s a lot of load. When I try to unpack, It’s overwhelming So I let my thoughts slack. I have to be true to myself. I don’t know as much as I do know. When you’re moving in circles There’s really no end. I speak in parables And write with riddles To soften my emotional…
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Everyday
How can I live for You? How can I be like You daily? What does it mean to You? How can I be Christ like everyday? I have my moments Sometimes I’m pumped and energized, My flesh is starved While my spirit is active. On those days I pray with a revelation. I speak wisdom…
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Help My Devotion
Misplaced priorities. How I let myself get easily deceived Everytime. Indiscipline has become a bad habit. I’ll do it later — I say I watch as procrastination eats up what’s left of my devotion. Religiously I try to show up In my own strength I move until I’m fed up Zero intimacy just motion. Please…
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I’m No Longer Ordinary
Happy New Year Guys! It’s 2026! It’s still somewhat unreal how I’ve been showing up here consistently. I chose to take the month of January to rest, reflect, plan and write without posting. I remember starting. The fears, the uncertainty, and worry It was palpable. Until this became a safe space for me To pour…
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Do I Really Love You?
I want to love You The way my soul actually craves for You. I want to hold unto to You The way my spirit thirsts for You. But I find myself Doing what my body pleases. It’s so confusing. My heart asks me Do I really love You? People think I love You. But I’m…
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How far can I go?
Alone I can’t go too far. But I’ve been doing this on my own. Every time I’m burdened, You say I’m not alone. Sometimes it’s just the simple things. But my eyes are too blinded to see. For every smile, and the sadness behind the scene, Heal me and show me mercy. If someone could…
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Back to the Basics
Here we go, Like I’m fabrizo. Facing the same test Now I have to pass it. My feelings have varied, From useless to confused From doubt to uncertainty. Deja vu — haven’t I been here before? What have I learnt ? What will I do differently? I find myself down a familiar route A destination…
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Soul Speech Pt 1
Sometimes I just want to worship But I can’t open my mouth So I thank You from my heart Knowing You hear me. Sometimes I feel it’s not enough How can I get to know more of You? How can I really communicate these burdens? My confusion that words can’t explain Sometimes I have no…
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RIHL — Rest In His Love
Help me to stay Even when I don’t want to pray I’ve been running in circles Living in cycles. My enemies chase me like a prey And Help me is all I can say. I’m trying so hard Or so I think. I’ve not even been able to write And for all my good intentions …
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Nobody Understands
They say they do Sometimes they listen Sometimes they’re present Sometimes it’s soothing Sometimes I want the distraction. Does anybody really understand? “Trust me I’ve been there” “I can imagine” —But can you really? Nobody understands And I don’t know that I want them to. Experiences that I cannot share Realities that their thoughts wouldn’t…
My Desires 