Author: Desire Obinna Collins

  • Intimacy

    I’m not drunk with wine  I’m drunk in Your spirit. If but a little wine does the soul good I’m in pure bliss with Your spirit.  My soul has tasted the pleasures of life But this! Is a lover like I’ve never experienced  You have captured my heart with Your love  Love sweeter than the…

  • My Heart

    Tell me what you’re made up of  What causes your uncertainty? Why have you chosen ego as a friend? Why do you lay your bed in worry?  If I search deep what will I find?  Are you as good as I seem to portray? Are there any hidden chambers or  secret compartments behind your motives?…

  • My Soul Magnify the Lord

    I’ve made You to small in my eyes  Oh Lord, please forgive me. I’ve magnified my struggles  And I exalted my pain every-time.  But thou oh Lord are a shield for me  You are my glory & the Lifter up of my head Your Love is more overwhelming than my mistakes  Your presence picks me…

  • Starting From Zero With God

    Logically it makes no sense. It’s a journey of surrender  And for the longest my flesh wasn’t willing  How can I give up certainty?  I’ll be lying if I say I’m not afraid. Matter of fact, fear procrastinated my journey  Leading me to a rabbit hole of cycles And down the path of Illusive opportunities.…

  • Teach me how to Pray

    My needs overwhelm me  And wants overshadow me My thoughts never stay in one place  Teach me how to pray. Cause my heart to be still Help my mind to stay  Focused on Your presence  Teach me how to pray. When I don’t know what to say  And distractions has my gaze  Help me to…

  • My Freedom!

    The son of man set me free  And just like that I’m free indeed  Not because of my deeds But because he set me free! It’s crazy to believe  My mind says it’s post-nut clarity  Says I’m abusing God’s grace  But Mercy said No! Guilt tried visiting  When I refused to open  Condemnation tried to…

  • Open my Eyes

    In my curiosity I asked God What do you see when you look at me?  If seeing is believing, Tell me what you see. I see my likeness in You That’s my very image right there  The Apple of my eyes  Holy, blameless and spotless. Are you trying to tease me?  I asked in doubt.…

  • Almost there!

    I must be getting close  Maybe I have done something right  Or I have pushed the right string I can smell it — like I’m almost there. I must be getting close  Situations are pushing me to extremes. All of a sudden I’m considering risking it all Like I’m one fatal mistake away. I must…

  • RIHL — Rest In His Love

    Help me to stay  Even when I don’t want to pray  I’ve been running in circles  Living in cycles. My enemies chase me like a prey  And Help me is all I can say.  I’m trying so hard  Or so I think. I’ve not even been able to write  And for all my good intentions …

  • Nobody Understands

    They say they do  Sometimes they listen  Sometimes they’re present  Sometimes it’s soothing  Sometimes I want the distraction.  Does anybody really understand? “Trust me I’ve been there” “I can imagine”  —But can you really?  Nobody understands  And I don’t know that I want them to. Experiences that I cannot share  Realities that their thoughts wouldn’t…