Good Soil

Am I good soil?

This thought my heart toils 

What makes a good soil?

Shit, manure and turmoil 

Am I good soil?

Can I be trusted?

Am I too sour?

Are my words sedated?

I try to be good soil

I tried so hard.

I want to be good soil,

Soo badd.

Sober reflections 

every time I fall.

All my genuine intentions 

All seemed to stall.

Am I a good soil?

The earth doesn’t get to answer itself.

I’ll make you my good soil 

He calmly assures my ears.

What makes a good soil?

My imperfections, mistakes & flaws 

How do I become a good soil?

When I stop trying and carry the cross.