Fears & Tears

Nothing is ever linear

Colors aren’t just black or white

Lines get blurry

Life generally just happens.

What you do with this information

Is really what makes the difference.

After a short hiatus

I’ve consciously decided to get back on track.

In a split moment

Tears of frustrations

Turns to that of gratitude

A shift in state

From what could have been

To what is.

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I should take my own advice,

It’s always easier said than done.

Some days I need an extra me

But it wouldn’t be enough.

Some days I want to empty myself

Quick scroll down my contacts and

There’s nobody I can talk to

I start to feel alone.

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When darkness tries to get the upper hand

Your Love shines on me.

The days I want you to come down

Let’s talk God and Man

If it’s worth it, and if this is the design.

When my head & heart is full

My only words are my thoughts

And the teardrops down my face.

Yet you never take your eyes off me.

When I start to doubt you

And second guess my decisions

You don’t give up on me.

Your love keeps dragging me back.

Everything I’ve tagged uncertain

You’ve assured certainty in Christ

Only if this mind of mine will obey.

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You’ve brought me out of my comfort

To walk on water with you.

“Take up my cross and face your fears”

I can hear you say,

For I am with you always.