My Desires

Tag: writing

  • You!

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    You’re the one that shows me my future, You’re the one that can change my past  You’re the one that’s understands my present  And you lead me into your presence. You take hold of my fears  You’ve carried away all my anxieties  You seized my worries  You say they are no longer mine. Your word…

  • End of Myself

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    By myself I’m too lazy to be Important  I’m too inconsistent to be useful  I’m too selfish to be Kind I’m unfaithful and not to be trusted I’m too dependent On people and validation  I act cowardly & then complain  I avoid responsibility & ready to push the blame I’m just a fine face with…

  • Nothing to Prove

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    This was a tough lesson to learn  I love a good challenge by nature  My ego takes pride in everything I’ve earned  Fantasizing on words I’ll use in the future! I struck Gold when I found You But I found that you’re worth more than Gold. I tried to explain my decision to follow you,…

  • Silos

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    Isolation caught me once again  I’m too vulnerable alone  I’m fragile & weak on my own  Every-time I’m alone I fall So many people around me  Yet I feel so lonely  Too many burdens  I feel no one would understand  I don’t want to be judged  I don’t want you to loose hope So I…

  • Lost War

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    Nobody is safe  Not me, not even You There are more casualty than I can number  We’re all facing the same struggles  And being defeated in isolation.  Who handles the Oscar’s? They need to give one to each of us  The way we act like there’s no problem.  Or maybe we’re all just pretenders  And…

  • Deep

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    I’m very thankful for growth  I started out testing the waters with my feet I remember when I couldn’t pray for 5 mins  Without waking up in the next 2 hours. I remember second guessing my salvation  With the fear of What people will think? The hesitation I felt to post my Spotify wrapped  When…

  • Self Sacrifice

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    I missed putting up a post last week I’m more than sorry about that Hopefully I’m able to make it up To You & myself But here’s what I wanted to share last week I used to think self sacrifice was going out of my way to do things for you.  Now I know it…

  • God’s Favorite

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    “Who could ever divorce us from the endless love of God’s Anointed One? Absolutely no one! For nothing in the universe has the power to diminish his love toward us. Troubles, pressures, and problems are unable to come between us and heaven’s love. What about persecutions, deprivations, dangers, and death threats? No, for they are…

  • Falling Again & Again

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    Desire Obinna Collins
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    I find myself falling again  Failing the exact way. Even when I see it coming  It overpowers me yet again. The pattern is consistent  Suggesting I’ve run out of God’s graces. Remorseful, so I take the blame  Then your blood reminds me  You washed my sins away.  How long until I learn? How many cycles…

  • Perfect Time

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    Perfect time is my enemy  Holding me back, just to had me over  To procrastination and it’s goons  Carefully drifting me away from destiny  Perfect time is an illusion  I’ll rather do it now. I waited a month For the perfect time to write a piece And guess what? It didn’t show up.  Perfect time…