Tag: identity
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Can Never Be Me
Some days I understand suicidal people Some days my only motivation is discouragement. I question my very existence Am I doing the right thing? Does this make sense? Even if I get answers to this, who would believe? Everybody says it doesn’t make sense Am I stupid for ignoring everybody Is everybody mean for not…
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Human Beings & Human Doings (Pt 1)
How did we get to be humans? Whatever you choose to believe We are here in existence, being. Your choice of belief Determines your essence. Human Beings. These days nothing is that deep If it is not good vibes & entertainment It’s clout chasing, hot gossip & new trends Either or, there’s always something new…
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Finding Peace
A lot of things to do Even more to undo. Not a lot of time, Yet I want every line to rhyme. I’m not trying to be perfect But maybe I’m working towards it. Not a lot of time, Somehow there is always time for procrastination Knowledge & Understanding Now I know what to do,…
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Rest
When nothing seems to be going my way And everything seems beyond my control I want a quick fix, Something to make me feel alive again. A quick rush of excitement, Anybody that’ll show they really care Anything to take my mind off the fact that I’ve hit a bump. I’m vulnerable on days like…
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Walking with God
How filthy is my righteousness Like a blind man running a race Who is like unto thee o God You reveal the hidden desires of my heart You convict me of thoughts I never shared Who am I to even consider walking with you? Most Holy God. In my curiosity I try to know you…
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Re-Iterate
Thought loops – I should give myself credits But sometimes I’m too shook Am I afraid? Am I good? Answers I’m unable to hear. Escapism – Stayed to long in the maze, I’m no longer amazed I want to be present But I can’t feel. And when I’m not, My heart these thoughts fill. Time…
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Choices
An uneasy road A path that’s never straightforward. Monochromic Images But my thoughts are neither Black or white. When my heart is heavy The truth gets blurry sometimes. I’ve been going on steady, I feel like giving up at times. Is it all worth it? When all is said and done Would the Lord still…
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God’s Lenses
I want to be able to say I love you More than that, I want to be able to love you Love you more than my feelings Love secondary only to God’s love. I want to hold your hands again And Hold it till death do us part. With Love that heals our deepest scars…
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Lost in Lust
PG 🔞, yet exposed to nudity 10 years earlier. Wayy ahead of time to comprehend So the journey began. Scenes & Images that sticks Growing up on Fantasies. It’s just youthful exuberance, so they thought, but it’s the fruits of a sown seed. Germinating to Pornography, Then comes masturbation Doesn’t feel like you’re hurting anybody…
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My Feelings
Somedays, I just want to sing non-stop All the unsung rhythms & melodies in my head. Somedays, I want to read it all Get all the knowledge I can, till I’m overwhelmed. I really enjoy writing, but somedays I don’t feel like writing, even if there’s need to I love God, but some days I…
My Desires 