Tag: God
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Do I Really Love You?
I want to love You The way my soul actually craves for You. I want to hold unto to You The way my spirit thirsts for You. But I find myself Doing what my body pleases. It’s so confusing. My heart asks me Do I really love You? People think I love You. But I’m…
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Teach me how to Pray
My needs overwhelm me And wants overshadow me My thoughts never stay in one place Teach me how to pray. Cause my heart to be still Help my mind to stay Focused on Your presence Teach me how to pray. When I don’t know what to say And distractions has my gaze Help me to…
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Open my Eyes
In my curiosity I asked God What do you see when you look at me? If seeing is believing, Tell me what you see. I see my likeness in You That’s my very image right there The Apple of my eyes Holy, blameless and spotless. Are you trying to tease me? I asked in doubt.…
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Nobody Understands
They say they do Sometimes they listen Sometimes they’re present Sometimes it’s soothing Sometimes I want the distraction. Does anybody really understand? “Trust me I’ve been there” “I can imagine” —But can you really? Nobody understands And I don’t know that I want them to. Experiences that I cannot share Realities that their thoughts wouldn’t…
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Strength
My own strength is fragile My power is inconsistent My will is not to be trusted. My feelings try to deceive me, every-time. One day I’m on fire, Another day I don’t even feel a smoke. My soul is weary, But my spirit is constantly with You Help me to know & live this. When…
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A Lot!
A lot of things I want to tell you Still a lot of things I have to do Stack of other things I’m yet to do. Help me come to you consistently Before it all becomes overwhelming I’m here writing Not sure if I’m doing the right thing But it’s better than doing nothing And…
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End of Myself
By myself I’m too lazy to be Important I’m too inconsistent to be useful I’m too selfish to be Kind I’m unfaithful and not to be trusted I’m too dependent On people and validation I act cowardly & then complain I avoid responsibility & ready to push the blame I’m just a fine face with…
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Rest (Pt 2)
My Spirit is longing My soul seems downcast My eyes searching for distractions And my body is tired. I sense I need Rest But I don’t seem to get them in my sleep And when I wake up There seems to be always something to do. Mentally fatigued My routines seems to have given up…
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Lost War
Nobody is safe Not me, not even You There are more casualty than I can number We’re all facing the same struggles And being defeated in isolation. Who handles the Oscar’s? They need to give one to each of us The way we act like there’s no problem. Or maybe we’re all just pretenders And…
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Deep
I’m very thankful for growth I started out testing the waters with my feet I remember when I couldn’t pray for 5 mins Without waking up in the next 2 hours. I remember second guessing my salvation With the fear of What people will think? The hesitation I felt to post my Spotify wrapped When…
My Desires 