My Desires

Category: The Path

  • Silos

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    Isolation caught me once again  I’m too vulnerable alone  I’m fragile & weak on my own  Every-time I’m alone I fall So many people around me  Yet I feel so lonely  Too many burdens  I feel no one would understand  I don’t want to be judged  I don’t want you to loose hope So I…

  • Deep

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    I’m very thankful for growth  I started out testing the waters with my feet I remember when I couldn’t pray for 5 mins  Without waking up in the next 2 hours. I remember second guessing my salvation  With the fear of What people will think? The hesitation I felt to post my Spotify wrapped  When…

  • Self Sacrifice

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    I missed putting up a post last week I’m more than sorry about that Hopefully I’m able to make it up To You & myself But here’s what I wanted to share last week I used to think self sacrifice was going out of my way to do things for you.  Now I know it…

  • God’s Favorite

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    “Who could ever divorce us from the endless love of God’s Anointed One? Absolutely no one! For nothing in the universe has the power to diminish his love toward us. Troubles, pressures, and problems are unable to come between us and heaven’s love. What about persecutions, deprivations, dangers, and death threats? No, for they are…

  • Falling Again & Again

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    I find myself falling again  Failing the exact way. Even when I see it coming  It overpowers me yet again. The pattern is consistent  Suggesting I’ve run out of God’s graces. Remorseful, so I take the blame  Then your blood reminds me  You washed my sins away.  How long until I learn? How many cycles…

  • Perfect Time

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    Perfect time is my enemy  Holding me back, just to had me over  To procrastination and it’s goons  Carefully drifting me away from destiny  Perfect time is an illusion  I’ll rather do it now. I waited a month For the perfect time to write a piece And guess what? It didn’t show up.  Perfect time…

  • Finding Myself

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    Hey! Happy New Year guys!✨ I’m back here again. I remember starting last year with fear  And I learnt courage is doing it afraid. For the longest time I didn’t know myself  I’d reflect, only to end up living everybody’s version of me.  I’ve journeyed from being indifferent to lost,  Then from no longer lost,…

  • He Called Me

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    You called me, I said it isn’t me. You called me, I acted like I didn’t hear. You called me, I denied you. You called me, I said I couldn’t do it. You called me, I said I’m filthy. You called me, I showed you my past. You called me, I said I’m spoilt goods.…

  • My Testimony- Thanksgiving

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    Thank you for Your peace  When  my heart was shattered to pieces  Thank you for Your mercy  That always dragged me back to your presence  Thank you for Your love It never leaves me stranded  Thank you for your Word That always keeps me guided. Thank you for Your presence  Thank you for keeping me…

  • Borrowed Time

    —

    by

    Desire Obinna Collins
    in

    These days, it feels like I’m living on borrowed time.  And my credit line keeps extending, with interest piling up to a fine. Sometimes I give excuses, and I borrow time. Other times, I’m ready to give up and cross the line. But whenever reality sets its deadline. Again, I start to feel like I’m…