Category: New Beginnings
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Everyday
How can I live for You? How can I be like You daily? What does it mean to You? How can I be Christ like everyday? I have my moments Sometimes I’m pumped and energized, My flesh is starved While my spirit is active. On those days I pray with a revelation. I speak wisdom…
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Help My Devotion
Misplaced priorities. How I let myself get easily deceived Everytime. Indiscipline has become a bad habit. I’ll do it later — I say I watch as procrastination eats up what’s left of my devotion. Religiously I try to show up In my own strength I move until I’m fed up Zero intimacy just motion. Please…
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I’m No Longer Ordinary
Happy New Year Guys! It’s 2026! It’s still somewhat unreal how I’ve been showing up here consistently. I chose to take the month of January to rest, reflect, plan and write without posting. I remember starting. The fears, the uncertainty, and worry It was palpable. Until this became a safe space for me To pour…
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Thoughts
Am I being greedy? Am I giving up again? Am I standing for what’s right? Am I in the wrong? If I chase what’s in my best interest Am I being selfish? If I act like I’m not hurt Am I being selfless? Grey lines, blurry times One moment I’m certain Other time I have…
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My Daddy
How you hold me so dear You show this much care You shield me from these fears When I think I’ve gone too far You remind me you’re always near. My heart is filled with gratitude You’ve corrected my bad attitude. Oh how You love me Beyond what the meets the eye. It’s been 3…
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I’m not stupid and I’ve tried
I’ve actually tried Lord Knows! I’ve also failed A couple times. When it wasn’t easy When doubts were rising When I wasn’t sure I tried. Did get too comfortable? Was it difficult? Did I mess up? Yes…. but I tried. Real Life or is this simulation? The situations stare me bold And I’m questioning…
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All to You
When I think there’s a lot to do And I’m getting overwhelmed with prospects When missed opportunities gets me anxious When my workload is in excess You remind me — More than what You’ll have me do Is who You’ll have me be. If it’s all for You Why do I get myself to these…
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Intimacy Pt 2
What’s a relationship without intimacy? What is love without vulnerability? Are my excuses enough? Will my tiredness fill the void? Quiet time, and gentle reflections. Sweet sweet fellowship, when I’m in your secret place. Don’t let me be a stranger again. How did our time of pure joy turn into a story of convenience, And…
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Back to the Basics
Here we go, Like I’m fabrizo. Facing the same test Now I have to pass it. My feelings have varied, From useless to confused From doubt to uncertainty. Deja vu — haven’t I been here before? What have I learnt ? What will I do differently? I find myself down a familiar route A destination…
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Soul Speech Pt 1
Sometimes I just want to worship But I can’t open my mouth So I thank You from my heart Knowing You hear me. Sometimes I feel it’s not enough How can I get to know more of You? How can I really communicate these burdens? My confusion that words can’t explain Sometimes I have no…
My Desires 