Author: Desire Obinna Collins
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Tired….need Rest
Sometimes doing this isn’t fun Days where I don’t feel anything. Sometimes I’m never prepared No matter how hard I try. Does it make sense to still show up? Or should I just fashy? But this is a Journey And I guess it’s just how it goes. If you’re reading this You already know the…
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Re-Iterate
Thought loops – I should give myself credits But sometimes I’m too shook Am I afraid? Am I good? Answers I’m unable to hear. Escapism – Stayed to long in the maze, I’m no longer amazed I want to be present But I can’t feel. And when I’m not, My heart these thoughts fill. Time…
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Random
Sometimes there’s nothing to write Other times nothing feels right A whole lot of nothing! Days where nothing can stress. The pressure is getting worser My leisure is getting longer Deadlines and timelines Can’t seem to reach my line. Peace and Calm Is writing these pieces in the storm.
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Choices
An uneasy road A path that’s never straightforward. Monochromic Images But my thoughts are neither Black or white. When my heart is heavy The truth gets blurry sometimes. I’ve been going on steady, I feel like giving up at times. Is it all worth it? When all is said and done Would the Lord still…
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God’s Lenses
I want to be able to say I love you More than that, I want to be able to love you Love you more than my feelings Love secondary only to God’s love. I want to hold your hands again And Hold it till death do us part. With Love that heals our deepest scars…
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Lost in Lust
PG 🔞, yet exposed to nudity 10 years earlier. Wayy ahead of time to comprehend So the journey began. Scenes & Images that sticks Growing up on Fantasies. It’s just youthful exuberance, so they thought, but it’s the fruits of a sown seed. Germinating to Pornography, Then comes masturbation Doesn’t feel like you’re hurting anybody…
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Goal Settings
Words & Moments, Thoughts and Ideas, Birth Goals. And the quality of the later, Successfully hinged on the former. Experiences and Values, Terms and Conditions, Guides Settings. Ignorance & dysfunction? Leaves you in the dark and out of control. Certain processes, Outlasts unique perspectives. But when it all aligns Ideas and Visions come to life.…
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Presently
Savoring every moment If you’re reading this, It’s not too late. Presently, I am present Living in the now. You should see me now At peace with myself. Now is all that matters Grateful for the past Hopeful for the future But presently, Life is happening now That’s where I choose to be.
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Not Alone
You know yeah, When all is said and done I know this walk, this journey will be worth it. But when I say it, and don’t get things done, When I get distracted, and my mind is shifted from You for a swift moment. When I choose to isolate myself, And my relations with people…
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My Feelings
Somedays, I just want to sing non-stop All the unsung rhythms & melodies in my head. Somedays, I want to read it all Get all the knowledge I can, till I’m overwhelmed. I really enjoy writing, but somedays I don’t feel like writing, even if there’s need to I love God, but some days I…
My Desires 