My Desires

Author: Desire Obinna Collins

  • Silos

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    Isolation caught me once again  I’m too vulnerable alone  I’m fragile & weak on my own  Every-time I’m alone I fall So many people around me  Yet I feel so lonely  Too many burdens  I feel no one would understand  I don’t want to be judged  I don’t want you to loose hope So I…

  • Lost War

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    Nobody is safe  Not me, not even You There are more casualty than I can number  We’re all facing the same struggles  And being defeated in isolation.  Who handles the Oscar’s? They need to give one to each of us  The way we act like there’s no problem.  Or maybe we’re all just pretenders  And…

  • Deep

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    I’m very thankful for growth  I started out testing the waters with my feet I remember when I couldn’t pray for 5 mins  Without waking up in the next 2 hours. I remember second guessing my salvation  With the fear of What people will think? The hesitation I felt to post my Spotify wrapped  When…

  • Self Sacrifice

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    I missed putting up a post last week I’m more than sorry about that Hopefully I’m able to make it up To You & myself But here’s what I wanted to share last week I used to think self sacrifice was going out of my way to do things for you.  Now I know it…

  • God’s Favorite

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    “Who could ever divorce us from the endless love of God’s Anointed One? Absolutely no one! For nothing in the universe has the power to diminish his love toward us. Troubles, pressures, and problems are unable to come between us and heaven’s love. What about persecutions, deprivations, dangers, and death threats? No, for they are…

  • Falling Again & Again

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    I find myself falling again  Failing the exact way. Even when I see it coming  It overpowers me yet again. The pattern is consistent  Suggesting I’ve run out of God’s graces. Remorseful, so I take the blame  Then your blood reminds me  You washed my sins away.  How long until I learn? How many cycles…

  • Perfect Time

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    Perfect time is my enemy  Holding me back, just to had me over  To procrastination and it’s goons  Carefully drifting me away from destiny  Perfect time is an illusion  I’ll rather do it now. I waited a month For the perfect time to write a piece And guess what? It didn’t show up.  Perfect time…

  • Finding Myself

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    Hey! Happy New Year guys!✨ I’m back here again. I remember starting last year with fear  And I learnt courage is doing it afraid. For the longest time I didn’t know myself  I’d reflect, only to end up living everybody’s version of me.  I’ve journeyed from being indifferent to lost,  Then from no longer lost,…

  • Lust – The Appetizer

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    Lust is my enemy  Saps all my energy Lust has rizz  It has a subtle way of dragging my attention One look stirs something in my soul One thought causes something to behold But when all is said and done  I’m never satisfied.  If Lust was a full course meal The starters are nice making…

  • War In My Mind

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    It’s a war zone in my mind  And the prize is my Sight! A fight to ensure that I’m blind  A victory to make me see the Light. Sometimes my mind is a mess When I reflect I tend to see things clearly It’s a battle and a test  And I didn’t know about this…