Am I being greedy?
Am I giving up again?
Am I standing for what’s right?
Am I in the wrong?
If I chase what’s in my best interest
Am I being selfish?
If I act like I’m not hurt
Am I being selfless?
Grey lines, blurry times
One moment I’m certain
Other time I have to stop doubting
Crazy times
Is it my pride?
Or is my self worth being eaten up?
Am I being bias?
Can the truth be found on my lips?
Do I know what I’m doing?
Am I the bad guy?
Am I playing victim?
Tell me if you have the answers.
Am I doing what’s right?
If not, tell me what’s left.
Is it okay for me to leave
Would you go before me?
Should I insist to stay
Would you stay with me?
Would you heal
What’s left of this broken heart?
Am I the problem?
Did I cause the mayhem?
All for nothing?
If I don’t get what I want,
Is it still good?
What if I was correct?
Will you open their eyes to see?
Will you restore me again?
Will you erase the pain?
These are my thoughts
But I know You think better.
For so long I’ve fought
But trusting You is being clever.
My Desires 
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