I’ve actually tried
Lord Knows!
I’ve also failed
A couple times.
When it wasn’t easy
When doubts were rising
When I wasn’t sure
I tried.
Did get too comfortable?
Was it difficult?
Did I mess up?
Yes…. but I tried.
Real Life or is this simulation?
The situations stare me bold
And I’m questioning my decisions
Like, am I stupid?
These questions test my confidence
They question my competence
Is this gross negligence
Or am I stupid?
I’m not stupid and I have tried.
Stop wondering
If it’s me talking or pride
I’ve been both foolish & wise.
My Desires 
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