I have displayed my folly
I’ve acted like I know better
I’ve spoken unwise words to the Most Holy
I believed I was way smarter.
Foolishness had the best of me
How can I compare my thoughts
To the one who gave me the ability to think
I most certainly wasn’t thinking
I’ve accused Him wrongly
Of misfortunes I brought upon myself
And I pushed my responsibilities
Lessons unlearned, for Him to fix.
Oh Foolish Man
I lived like I knew it all
My attempt to use the one who knows it all
Shows how barely I know.
In my folly
You remained Holy
When I thought I could do it solely
You showed up as my one and only!
I repent of all my foolish ways
I’m not worthy to be called Yours
Yet You call me Your own!
You called me worthy.
Not because of what I did
But what You’ve already done for me.
Worthy, Worthy is my God!
What a patient love
It swallowed up my ignorance
Subdued my toxicity
Absorbed my mistakes
Endured my misfortunes
And still remained the same.
I cannot know any better without You
I’ve seen the folly in my mistrust
I’ve learnt Your wisdom in the silence
I repent for my misguided speech
If I don’t trust You
Who or what else can I trust?
Who is as wise as You?
Who has my tomorrow in His hands?
Who else can love unconditionally?
Who will be these patient with me?
Who can endure my folly?
And still entrust me with precious gifts?
Who will guide me daily
My Desires 
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