End of Myself

By myself I’m too lazy to be Important 

I’m too inconsistent to be useful 

I’m too selfish to be Kind

I’m unfaithful and not to be trusted

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I’m too dependent

On people and validation 

I act cowardly & then complain 

I avoid responsibility & ready to push the blame

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I’m just a fine face with good English 

I am not as wise as I like to sound 

I am easily distracted &

Most likely to be led astray 

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By myself all these ideas cannot come to life

I feign understanding in Pride 

By myself I lie to myself 

And tell myself things will get better soon.

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I think I’m too smart 

But I fail every time I’m in process 

I lack the discipline to produce excellence 

And my best days are in the past.

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By myself nobody is as foolish as me

I only know how to strategize my downfall 

And create routines that reveals my frailty 

And my integrity is nothing to write home about.

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By myself I’m weak & ungrateful 

I’m wasted potential 

A not completed building 

A wasted project! 

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Show me mercy Lord!

Except you Build me 

Everything I’ll ever do is in vain

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I’ve come to the end of myself 

I acknowledge my folly 

And I’m asking for mercy 

Help me Lord!

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I don’t know what is right by myself 

Let your spirit take over me

Breaks down my walls 

Let your Word be the foundation of my heart.

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Let Your ways be my ways 

And Your thoughts my every thought

I tried and I failed 

This is the End of Myself.

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Let me be formed in You

Until all of me is all of You

Let the applaud of men fade in my ears

And my only gaze be fixed on You. 

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Enlarge my capacity 

Give me your own strength 

Give me wisdom & then understanding 

Let your light shine in me 

Let your light shine through me 

Let your light shine from me to the world!