It is what it is.

I’ve never been a fan of romance movies 

It’s too mushy and all.

At least that’s what I thought.

I’ve never really liked artists like Chike

I think their songs are too lovey dovey

But I love Love. 

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The one time I went out of my way 

Listened to a love EP

I was easily led astray 

Or so I think.

I found myself too deep in my feelings 

Tbh I listened to the EP way too much 

It started to rewire my brain.

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What does it mean to be in Love?

The only times I felt anything close 

Turned out to be a bust.

What does it mean to be loved?

I find myself running away 

And feeling undeserving every-time I come close.

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I’m listening to the EP again

But with my senses this time 

That’s what I think.

Sometimes I feel like an emotional wreck,

Other times I just brush it off till another time.

I shouldn’t have to live my life this way.

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Does love come with seasons?

The summer breeze & ignorant bliss 

Does love come with reasons?

I sound dumb everytime I try to make excuses.

I’m supposed to have my emotions on lock

or so I think,

But it feels my emotions has me locked in.

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Last verse,  I promise.

Still listening to the EP

And maybe I’m too smart for Love 

Or too dumb understand Love

But I find my peace in this one thing 

I’ve accepted the Love of Christ 

And in His time, he’ll work me through 

Everything I don’t understand.

Until then, It is what it is.