I stutter every-time I have to introduce myself.
Running on auto-pilot, I’m afraid I lost control
Moving in circles, inter-looping confusion.
Somehow I know everything I am not
And little to nothing of who I am.
I have an idea, I can clearly see the vision
If I can’t articulate, then it’s just an illusion.
Haunted by my past
Flashbacks & Karma intertwining,
Could have, should haves,
Identity theft.
Days when my ignorance isn’t bliss
Everything is a struggle &
My heart knows no peace.
Somehow I know I can do better
But I can’t figure how.
When I’m up, it’s up
When I fall, I’m stuck.
These thoughts keep tempting me,
Now that I’m enlightened
Worry tries to overwhelm me
Just to get me frightened.
I do my dance and then I walk,
Because I know who I am in Christ
God’s got me
When I talk, you can tell.
My Desires 
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