Failing To Start or Starting to Fail ?

Ideas are Free!
I genuinely believe that.
People hoard ideas,
now I find that amazing.
I used to be people,
with storage of ideas
waiting for a “right time” to come pickup.

That’s not what I want to talk about.
Tbh I think I’m just stalling.
I know because I do this a lot,
looking for the easiest distraction to procrastinate.

Back to what is,
I’m writing to explore
parts of me I’ve not seen before.
The Destination is discovery
so there are no wrong paths.
I’m writing about whatever,
The journey before, now, and after.
My interests and aspirations
Mistakes & motivations.

The thought of it was scary,
With my heart pounding
The voices in my head questioning me
And as every other time, I distracted myself
Running back to comfort.
This is me coming back to what’s not certain
Discovery as I labeled it.